well hello there, its been.... awhile. writing in this space again is akin to bumping into an ex you havent spoken to in donkey years - awkward and takes some gettng used to. but fret not, shall update here again as frequently as i can. twitter and facebook have made lj-ing the less popular option sadly. like why blog when you can micro blog? we're all lazy creatures arent we. but i miss writing and not having to constrict myself to 140 characters so here i am.






made kimbap (not sushi) or korean rice rolls with the kids the other day. im a master at making them now. tastes pretty good too! was thinking of making them for xmas eve with the girls. not your usual christmas spread but i like to think of it as christmas with an asian flavahhh.

i have stats and econs to study for this week. but instead of doing just that, im thinking of packing my bag in 30 seconds flat & going somewhere for awhile. i cant wait for this week to be over. i hope you're doing well.

ungu concert.. look its so purplish! true to the name haha. mother's day dinner at kampong chai chee seafood.. reaalllly good food! the tomyam steamboat was awesome :) happy mother's day to all the mothers out there! especially to my mum, my frenemy haha.

woke up this morning wanting to talk. but i dont know who to talk to or how to go about talking about it.

friends.. frustrate me sometimes. more often that not these days. they say that friends are suppose to evoke all kinds of emotions from you in your lifetime but frustration really should not be in that spectrum of emotions.

patience was something i never knew i had  but i must have it in me somewhere because i've learnt to let alot of things slide lately. rude comments, offhand retarded remarks & shit that shouldnt even been said. people forget sometimes, that there's a line you should never, ever cross & a limit to someone's patience.

i think i woke up too early today.

 

hang in there babe, be strong. love you alot little girl & i'll see you soon okay. will keep you both in my prayers.

honesty, above everything else.

i've missed writing in this space but i honestly dont have the time and energy to write and post as frequently anymore. and even when i do find time, its just not one of my top priorities anymore now. the fervour to write or wax lyrical about anything under the sun is gone. but i guess i'll update from time to time? the accumulated musings and photos have to go somewhere if not my brain will just explode.

during one of my many trips to botanic gardens:
 

 

 



 

outing with the CC people:

not sure whether im allowed to post the rest of the pics so i'll just put one up for now. they're both not working at my outlet anymore :(

 
 

random food pictures:

you cannot go wrong with fresh bulgogi 's (now known as seoul garden hotpot) bibimbap! yum yum.

 
 

thai red ruby! though i have to admit, the one my sis makes is sooo much better. but still, i like the colours on this one.

 
 

prosperity burger! had this alottt during jan.

 

isk's 22nd birthday at simpang mad jacks:

food was terribly sad, pls dont go there. hi isk, im sorry i was late im a lousy friend. but if its any consolation, you look good in the pics! :) i've missed this bunch alot but a proper meetup/catchup soon yea?
 

 





 

 

made a promise to myself to bring my camera out more often, so much so that it'll become indispensable to me. we'll see how long that lasts. created a multiply account and i like it so far, quite convenient to use. so if you need your photos , though i havent uploaded much yet but keep checking this site aite, bedevilledbijou.multiply.com. yes im highly uncreative so its the same username for most of my domains. bahhh.

off to mug now byee~
 

i felt really powerless today. i felt this way when my late grandmother was ill too. why are human beings so powerless? we can start war, end it, create nuclear weapons, head an entire organization, slow down global warming.. but why cant we save lives? why do we seem unable to hold on to our loved ones? why do we watch them slip away little by little every single day without being able to do anything? cancer sucks. i fucking hate cancer.


my tear ducts are working on overdrive these past few days. and when you cry alot you use up alot of energy, which means you need to eat. and damn have i been eating alot. like alottttttttttttt. i took leave from work today cos my family needed me more and i wanted to be there. so lesser income this month means i have to watch my expenses but i eat alot howwwwwww. im craving for sushi right now omg.